Well I know that emotions are going to go crazy during this time of change..but I did not think they would be crazy right now. I am getting ready to go and weigh in and I can't stop crying...I know how much I weigh so that is not the fear. ...but what i am thinking is that it is going to become REAL to me...once I go and get on that scale it is going to be pretty hard to not ignore what is going on with my body...
I have had several of you say how proud you are of me for putting it all "out there" and it really had not hit me til now...I'm not just putting it all out there for everyone but it is going to be "out there" for me...I am not going to be able to hide from myself...lie to myself...etc etc.
Wow......
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